
rollingstoned81
- July 13th, 2005
Posted by "Mom"
Chapter I I am a 52 year old woman. I was born on the Solstice in 1953 at 9:15
AM. I was late. I've been somewhat late ever since and I do apologize for that.
I was born of "criminal intelligence". Due to my many amazing gifts, I have been
dearly doted after all of my life. Ask anyone around Salem who is REALLY anyone
and knows the ropes here. When I got to be a teen, I checked out a place of
interest to me; The Vagabond House. It was really the first time in my life that
my parents let me go unsheltered and to learn a little bit what life was like on
my own around town here. Sure, when I was a little kid, before they built I-5 I
used to go with my first childhood friend, Susie who lived behind us on Thorman,
over to the Herber farm and on past there if we could get by Mary Ellen and her
wanting to play dolls and with her chickens all the time. We were the best of
friends. I started smoking pot with the group of friends there at the old
Vagabond and we shared alot of the current events of the time bringing us
noterity in the local Capitol Journal and Oregon Statesman. It was 1967 then. I
also started using LSD: the King Ossleys and Sunshines(Leary's stuff), and we
also from time to time smoked up magic mushrooms and did some mescaline. Some of
the people I was friends with got into using alot of USP methedrine which was
coming up from CA at that time. Time passed over and so did the Vagabond House,
later being moved over to the church. Before the Vagabond, we used to go to the
Pit there on So. Comm'l close to where the City Hall is today. Some things
happened over a period of time (1948 on)that I was aware of at the time, where
my family was of special interest to the Marion Co Sheriff's office. On several
occasions, the red-headed Constable would escort my Dad home, drunk instead of
taking him to jail, which is what happened to most drunks around town that were
in his condition. That was nice of him, since my Dad was a very sad person
inside and was self-medicating due to his involvement in WWII and some of the
events that followed. When I started hanging out with the local hippies, the
MCSO, some "rookies" at the time, were always following me. I was very easy to
pick out of any crowd. Then I got busted for a curfew violation and they tried
everything in the world they could to get me to pin something on the guy who was
bringing me home. No go. The guy was a decent guy and I already trusted him. His
name was Bob Richardson. He was a Misfit. He's dead now otherwise I wouldn't post
his name here. I really loved that guy. They tried to get me to say he raped me. I would
never let anyone do anything to me I didn't want them to. I never had sex with
him anyway as they didn't let us get that far into the relationship! Damn them!
I wasn't brought up to let people "talk" me into anything. I understand free
will and right and wrong. I was locked up at JDH for two weeks over it! And I
was planning on going to go to school the following morning! Yes, with Deb
Klecker. We took sewing together. I had another real good friend in Keizer who I
smoked pot with the first time. Dick Cooper(no, not D.B.!!!) He's passed now
too. Well, anyway, when I was a little girl, I had Rheumatic Fever and Dr.
Casterline had to draw blood on me once weekly and I took antibiotics for what
seemed to me forever as a small child, so I don't like needles or the needle
scene. Never have, never will. Some of my friends were into the USP methedrine
and I was disappointed in that so I packed up and went up to Portland, since my
Dad was pretty pissed at me anyway and the first time in my life, although I had
heard him swear before, he called me a "bitch". Well, I'd had a fairly sheltered
life up to then, which I discovered upon my arrival to Texas later on then early
in 1970. Little did I know anything about what was going on in TX in 67 when I
got there in 70. Anyway, I went to my friends house in Portland on Belmont late
in 1969. We used to go up to Springer's barn in those years as I remember. To
Springer's with my best friend Pauline Stringer, now deceased, since she
eventually went to AZ. We had great music in those days. What foresight we held
during that time! We hold that time in our hands today! Please stand tuned for
Chapter 2 tomorrow, if they let me live that long! If not, I leave you with
this, a song I know you already know but maybe the melody will sound different
to you today: You, who are on the road must have a code that you can live by.
And so become yourself because the past is just a good bye. Teach your children
well, their father's hell did slowly go by, and feed them on your dreams, the
one they picks, the one you'll know by. Don't you ever ask them why, if they
told you, you would cry, so just look at them and sigh and know they love you.
And you (can you hear?), of the tender years (do you care?) can't know the fears
(can't you see we) that your elders grew by (must be free to), and so please
help them (teach your children) with your youth (to believe), they seek the
truth (make a world that) before they can die (we can live in). Teach your
parents well, their children's hell will slowly go by, and feed them on your
dreams, the one they picks, the one you'll know by. Don't you ever ask them why,
if they told you, you would cry, so just look at them and sigh and know they
love you.